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Meditation/invocation, typescript with corrections and additions by hand, 18 pages
[Book of shadows? Alex Sanders?]
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GREAT MOTHER MATRIX – The Goddess of the Tree
Hail to Thee, Goddess! Mother and Father, of the Tree of Life! Thou, who at noon of night doth reign. Queen of the starry realms above, not unto Thee may we attain, unless our image be of love.
By seed, and root; by leaf; by flower; by fruit[,] my Goddess, do I invoke Thee to descend into my body.* Great Mother, before the beginning and ending of days, Thou wert the Great Womb. Hail to Thee, Thou uttermost power of creation. The Gods of ancient days bow low before Thee. They glorify Thee, They deify Thee. Thou art made manifest in Thine aspect as Isis, The Great Mother of all things – for [T]hou art The Great Mother, beyond [T]ime – beyond [T]ime immeasurable – the Matrix, Creatrix and Uncreate before Time began, and before Time was ended. Before Creation, Thou wast and Thou shalt always be. I glorify Thee. Hail Isis!
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna].
Hu hu hura hu.
Hail to Thee Great Isis, Thou who standest above Creation. Behold I see Thee crowned with the circle of stars and Thy feet are in the dusts of the hosts of Creation. All galaxies are Thine. O my Beloved, O my Beloved, all stars are Thine. Behold I see Thee diademed with stars and <the> cloak of midnight – and your cloak of midnight blue, all jewelled, all starlit! Thou standest accross [sic] the Heavens. Thy feet are above me.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu.
Hail to Thee Great Ursa. I kneel before Thee. I look upon Thee in Thine aspect of the Dark and Sterile Mother – but I am not afraid of Thee, for I see <Thee> in Thine aspect of the Bright and Fertile One. Thy feet are above me in the Hosts of Heaven. In the Abysses of Create [Creation?], and Uncreation I see Thee, in Thine ancient aspects, as the Great Ursa. Thou, who before Time began <was cast, [?]> cast-away. Thou are the Major. Thou are the Major, the Ursa Major, O my Mother, and behold, Thou pushest the Plough of Heaven before thee.
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Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Inanna
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Inanna
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Inanna
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Inanna
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Inanna
<Hu hu hura hu>
O Sisters, O Daughters, I will love you, I will love you.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Inanna
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I call Thee Hecate in Thine dark aspects. Thou art the Dark One… The Dark cloaked One, the Giver of Death, the Taker away of Life, and I adore Thee. <Even Thou.> Before Thou wast created upon the World, Thou were the Taker and all I have to give I give to Thee. My Beloved, I see Thee in Thine Bright and Fertile aspect. I see Thee as Venus – Aphrodite….. I beg of Thee, O Beautiful One, to descend upon the Tree of Life, to help, and <to> advise me.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu.
<Make me to be born again!>
Hail to Thee Gracious Lady, Ruler of the House! Thou art the Great Wife. Thy name is June. Put away from Thee all of Thy Jealousy. Put away from Thee all of Thy [J]ealousy of the protection of Creation. Let thyself be made manifest, for I need Thy help. I need to unite twin souls as soul mates in one body, as Thou wert divided for the sake of comprehension, in the first worlds of Hokmah and of Bina, I need Thy help.
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Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna].
Greetings, salutations to Thee, who are breast plated, armed with the aegis of wisdom, fully sprung forth from Thy Father’s thigh, I call upon Thee, Gracious Athena …. descend[,] descend … come to me with your owl of wisdom … I need Thy advice. I need to balance all those things I have called forth from the Great Womb, of Time from the Great Mother of Time. Please aid me in my work.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu.
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Hail to Thee Great Isis in Thy Holy and Sacred Name of Asay. Hail to Thee Asay! Hail to Thee! I bow low before Thee. I adore Thee, I adore Thee, I worship Thee. Thou art seated within the centre of the great burning orb of the Sun. This is Thy secret and sacred symbol. I know Thy power Isis, Sekhmet! … lover of Thy Father! You drowned your lovers in blood with the help of Anubis.
It is true Great Mother Isis that you are the White flower[-]faced Goddess[.] You are jealous of your sister Sekhmet. Isis[,] Isis[,] Isis[,] I do not like the milk[-]faced maidens, the virgins of your Temple. I walk away from them. I go to the Temple of your Lies and Deceits. You are a Harlot and a Whore. Sekhmet is a Prostitute and gives Herself to me Perfectly and demands Her price.
Isis, Asay. I am a man. I give myself to you, husband, father, lover, but I prefer to go into the dark places. Wearing your virginity taught me the the [sic] secret word: Ankh Ka Jed Ankh. I go to my sacred Prostitute. She is also wide open above the stars and She is curved upon the arc of Heaven. Great Mother I adore you. If this is all that you can give me, I wait for the Spring and the Summer and the Autumn and the Winter, knowing that you are Hathor the Sacred Cow.
Thou took it away from Ra, so I know the secret also and this I command from Thee …. that Thou bring forth and show this child the Crowned and Glorious Babe. Let the sacrifice be not too great. Let the new risen child still maintain the worship of the Great Mother – for whatever we are[,] almighty Isis, we will always be Thy children. Therefore I call upon Thee that Thou bringest forth the Mighty Horus of your loins. May He come to Thee crowned and glorious, wearing the White Crown, the Serpent God. May He come to Thee crawling between the thighs of five Mothers. May His Tet be upraised. May His backbone be given to Him by His Father, strong and powerful and upright. May the garments of purity be placed upon Him. May the twin Sisters of Maath protect Him around the four quarters. May They wave Their feathers of truth and speak the truth for Him, for They are the Holy and Sacred Virgins of the Temple. Let him be made to stand to stand [sic] before the sacred Seat. O Isis[,] O Sekhmet[,] O Osiris[,] O Set[,] why dost Thou fight now[?]
Always the battle of the twin deities: Isis, Sekhmet, Horus, Set. Come Thou walk as I told Thee in many past lives. The glory and splendour of Egypt will be forever if Thou will walk with me. Look[,] my son Horus; here is the Avenue of the Sphinxes. Your Mother Isis walks upon your left hand. Your Aunt Sekhmet is upon your right hand[.] [Y]our Father Osiris walks behind you on your right hand. Your Uncle Set walks behind you on your left hand.
Haru do not be afraid, this is a pageant in your praise. You are to be made a God today. All Gods have to be born from Goddesses. Hold my hand tight[,] love. It is the procession of splendour – we have to show ourselves to the people. You have your little bag of gold? Throw it… how greedy they are. It
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will soon be over [H]aru…. you are to be King also. You must live as I have lived…. come be not afraid[,] my child. I am the God and this day will give my power to you. There is a future for you[,] my child. Let me tell you about your name: [t]he land of Khem, the land of Neph[er] Khem has survived beyond the world of ‘Islater’ and this[,] my beloved Haru[,] you are like time and you must keep time and you must observe time and since now[,] my beloved grandson[,] my time has come for the dark lands of Amenti it is my task to give you the burden and the responsibilities of the Black Lands of Nepher Khem and the Golden [L]ands of Khem. Always[,] my child[,] ther[e] must be unity. [L]isten to me[,] little boy…. it is the day of the dieing [sic] God. Keep all the calendar. Make sure the Mother Nile flows…. be certain the Temple surveyors will not be lazy. They must measure the levels. If the inundation does not come all will be finished. I must pick you up now and place you upon the seat of Truth. I must leave you now. Remember I am your Grandfather. They will sacrifice me… know that is the price we pay. I will look at you through the eyes of the statue of the God. I must leave you now. Be brave and strong. *
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Isis Astarte!
Isis, Isis[,] bring the power from where it is and from with whom whoever it is faster than greyhounds, faster than the light. O Hermes Lord God, guider and messenger of the winged ones[,] I call and demand Thy help for Thou are twin sexed. You carry the double wand. Thou art Hercules. Thou are the Bearded Venus. I command by the power of the sign that I was born upon that Thou raise Thy sacred wand above him and unite his twin deities that they may not war with each other. I command Thee by Thy sacred names of Hermes Aphrodite[,] unite his warring deities that they may become one.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu.
Asay, Asay[,] Asay, Mighty Isis, Mother of all the Heavens. I have called upon Thee in all Thy divine aspects. Descend crowned and glorious as Hecate of the Moon[,] as Diana of the Moon, as Astarte of the Moon… the crowned and glorious Arianrhod the Cerridwen, the Blodwhyn of Flowers. Let me look upon Thy glory. I crave, I crave Mother to see that glory. I wish to reflect upon Thy beauties for Thou art the magic of the World and Thou art my vision of beauty. Let all the night flowers of the Moon[,] O Habondia, sweet [F]lora, sweetest one of flowers… come to me, come to him sweet smelling. Let him become as Thy sister Nephysis [sic], gentle and sweet by nature, full breasted as Thy sister. Let the saucer of milk be placed before him. Let him drink of the Cup of the Wine of Life. Let him be seated that he may drink in peace and calm.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu.
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<Is>
Isis, Isis[,] Isis, Asay, Asay, Asay[,] Lady of Nature most glorious. Thy heavens shine above me. Thou art upon the Earth with me. Hail to Thee Great Isis. All priestesses are Thy being. All women are Thy being. Thou art my Mother[,] therefore I ask of Thee that Thou shalt take care of this child, Thy child. Thou art his creator. Take him to Thee. Take him to Thy breast. Nurture him, protect him, guard [him,] guide him[,] let him walk upon the face of the Earth. Let him know Thy secrets, Thy woman’s secrets. Initiate him, let him know Thy silence and Thy secrets. Isis I adore Thee. Sacred, sacrosanct, inviolate. This is Thy silence and this is Thy secret. I adore Thee, I worship Thee. Arise Thou upon the Tree[,] O Glorious One. Let Thy divine intelligence rise above him. Let Thy nature be within him. Let Thy guidance and Thy rule and authority lead him to the divine wisdom. Let all anger leave his body so that he may understand Thee[,] for Thou art most feminine. Let him know Thy inner feelings, the inner secrets of love, my love. Let him lay down his arms. Let him know the glorious rising when men kneel down and pay homage at the altar of Thy body. Let him rise with Thee[,] O beloved and gracious Goddess. Let him rise all golden and rainbow coloured around the stars. Take him with you gracious Mother. Take him to your bosom. Let him rise above the dark night of his soul so that he may sit with [T]hee glorious, most glorious. Take him with Thee, let <him> sit glorious upon Thy right hand, and with Thy [S]isters around him.
I thank Thee. I thank Thee gracious Goddess for listening to my intercessions. My greetings to Thy Lord… and for you my Beloved[.] I will praise Thee, I will worship Thee, I will glorify Thee, I will Glorify Thee:
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu.
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In the Temple of Silence I will praise Thee. I will glorify Thee, I will worship Thee, I will adore Thee. I will chant the praises of Thine ancient names:
Isis I will adore Thee
Astarte I will praise Thee
Diana I will glorify Thee
Hecate I will worship Thee
Tanita I will perfume Thee
Kali I will anoint Thee
Innana [sic] I will dance before Thee
I will adore you, I will praise you, I will worship you..[.] in the Temple of Silence. I have called you in the sacred music. I have called you in the incense, I have called you in the flames. All hail ye Mighty Ones! Hear and descend! Hear and descend!
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu. Hu hu hura hu. Hu hu hura hu. Hu hu hura hu.
O Sisters, O Daughters, I will love you, I will love you
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
O Sisters, O Daughters, I will love you, I will love you.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hu. Hu hura hu. <Hura Hura> Uri uri sher der buri
Come my daughters let us sing a gladsome song. I am surrounded
by the stars of Heaven. The Queen sittest with me.
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Continued…. /7.
I will worship Thee. I will glorify Thee again and again and again, forever O Goddesses.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Isis. Isis Astarte Isis Astarte Isis Astarte
Diana Diana
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Tanita Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Hu hu hura hura hu hu hura hu
Har Har Harru. Har Har Harru
In the Temple of Silence I will praise Thee, I will adore Thee, I will chant the praises of Thine ancient names:
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
In the Temple of Silence I will praise Thee, I will glorify Thee
I will worship Thee[,] I will adore Thee, I will chant Thy praises of Thine
ancient names:
Isis[,] I will adore Thee
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Astarte, Astarte I will praise Thee.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Diana[,] I will glorify Thee[.]
Hecate[,] I will worship Thee[.]
In the Temple of Silence I will praise Thee[.]
I will chant <to thee> the praises of Thine ancient names[.]
Tanita, precious perfumes I bring before Thee.
Kali, I will anoint Thee.
Innana [sic], I will dance before Thee[.]
I will adore you[,] I will praise you[,] I will worship you. In the Temple of
Silence. I will call you in the sacred music, I will call you in the
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incense. I will call you in the flames O sister, O [D]aughter, Mother, Grandmother
I will love you I will love you I will love you
….. Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
O Daughters of the flames, I remember!
Isis Astarte ………………………… Innana [Inanna]
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O my daughters, O my sisters[,] now we are with the Great Mother of Time. And I Her priest speak to you. Therefore I command thee to listen to the words of the Great Mother, for I am Her priest, I am Her son and I am commanded to impart Her wisdom to you. Listen, listen my daughters <, listen> to the words of the Great Mother who was revered of old, chosen and prefer[r]ed, called among men: Artemis[,] Astarte, Dione, Melusini, Aphrodite, < Cerridwen>[,] Diana, Arianrhod, Bride, ..[.] and by many other names but mainly that of Great Isis. At Her altars all youth is declared sacrificed. Listen to me my daughters, whenever ye have need of anything; once in the month, and better it be[,] my children, when the Moon is full. Then shall ye assemble in some secret place, and adore the spirit of your Mother who is Queen of all witchery. My beloved daughters, you have not <yet> won your [M]other’s deepest secrets, to you will I teach the secrets that to you are yet unknown. I rise glorious above you and golden above you. I am the Mabon, I am the Gwydion, I am the Horus. First my daughters you must be free from slavery, throw aside thy garments, throw aside thy jewels[,] for as a sign that you be truly free, as I, ye shall be naked in your rites and we shall dance, feast, make music, and love all in the praise of the Great Mother[,] for Her’s [sic] and Her’s [sic] alone is the extasy [sic] of the spirit and Her’s [sic] also is joy on Earth for Her law is love unto all beings. My daughters, my children, keep pure your highest ideal, strive ever toward it. Let naught stop you, or turn you aside, for your Mother’s door is the secret door, which opens upon the door of youth, and Hers is the Cup of the Wine of Life and the cauldron of all the Goddesses that ever are or ever have been[,] for Her’s [sic] is the Holy Grail of Immortality.
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Listen, listen to my daughters, listen and heed my words well for the Mother is a [G]reat Goddess and She is gracious. She gives the gift of joy to the heart of man as you will do. Upon Earth She has brought me the knowledge of the spirit eternal and She has taught me that beyond death there is peace, and freedom and reunion, with those who have gone before, nor has She demanded sacrifice, for behold She is the Mother of all living, and Her wonderful love is poured out upon the Earth. I command thee, listen to the words of this Star Goddess for She has Her feet in the dust of the Hosts of Heaven, Her body encircleth the Universe. She is the beauty of the green Earth and the white Moon amongst the stars and the mysteries of the waters, the great seas of time, and She is the desire of the heart of man. O my daughters[,] call unto thy souls, arise and walk unto Her, for She is the Soul of Nature which giveth life to the Universe. From Her all things proceed, and unto Her all things must return, and before Her face, <for> She is beloved of Gods and of men. O my daughters[,] let thine innermost divine selves be enfolded in the rapture of this infinite. Let your worship be in the heart that rejoiceth, for behold[,] my daughters[,] all acts of love and pleasure are Her rituals, and therefore, let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honour and humility, mirth and reverence be within you… and now <thou>[,] my daughters who think to seek for Her[,] know that thy seeking and yearning will avail thee not unless thou know the mystery of the Great Mother: [t]hat if that which thou seekest thou findest not within thee[,] thou wilt never find it without thee[,] for behold[,] my daughters[,] She has been with thee from the beginning and She is that which is attained at the end of desire.
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
O sisters, O daughters[,] I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
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Thou who at Noon of Night doth reign, Queen of the Starry [R]ealms[,] above not unto Thee may we attain unless our image be of love, therefore by seed and root, by bud and stem, by leaf and flower and fruits I call upon Thee to descend upon my body: by rushing wind, and leaping flame and sound, of rushing <that rushes> through the air I beg Thee[:]
Isis Astarte Isis Astarte Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Isis Astarte Diana Hecate Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
Kether Malkuth ve Geburah ve Gedulah Lay Olarm. For Thine is the Kingdom[,] Thine is the Power and Thine is the Glory. O Great God give me the power to meet the Goddess face to face. O great Lord Horus take me. Descend to Earth again[.] Come as myself. Come with me. Come at my call and show Thyself to men. Thou art the Hixoth shep[h]erd. Thou art the shep[h]erd goat. Open for me the secret ways, the pathways between night and day beyond the bounds of time and space. Descend[,] Descend[,] Descend. Open the doors[,] the doors that have no keys[,] the door of dreams whereby men come to Thee. O Horus[,] O Horus[,] O Horus[,] descend, <descend>[.] Come into me[.] I strike the bells[.] I light the flames[.] I utter the mysterious names:
Isis Astarte Diana Tanita Kali Innana [Inanna]
I inflame myself with prayer. I am the Lord of the Horizon. I go forth to do my will in the world. My daughters, rise. Come with me.
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Listen to me my daughters. The Great Mother is with me, and you my daughters[,] to you I must reveal a great mystery, and therefore you must assist me to erect the Ancient Altar, at which in days past, all wors[h]ipped, even your Mother…. The Great Altar of [A]ll Things! You have stripped off your garments, you have laid aside your jewels. Now listen to me my daughters, whilst you lay there, the triangle of your being was the Altar of All Time, and thus was the [A]ltar made and placed, and the Sacred Place was the point in the centre of this Magic Circle. As your Mother of old taught me, that the point within the centre is the origin of all things, therefore shall I adore it. Therefore, my beloved Mother whom I adore, I also invoke. O wonderful Mother! O circle of stars, wherefore our Father is but the younger brother, I kiss Thee[,] I adore Thee, for I am moved beyond imagination…… for Thou art the Soul of Infinite Space before whom Time is bewi[l]dered and understanding dark; and not unto Thee may I attain unless Thine image be of Love. Therefore, by seed and root and stem, and bud and leaf and flower and fruit do I beg Thee to come towards me. O Queen of Space, O jewel of Light, continuous one of the heavens I kiss Thee.
O my daughters! O my daughters…. the words of the Great Mother…. listen to them. Let it be ever thus that men men [sic] speak not of Her as ‘One’ but as ‘Some’ as Thou art – and let them not speak of Thee at all, since Thou art ‘continuous’ – for Thou art the point within the circle which I adore, the point of Life without which we would not be. …And in this way, my daughters, <truly> are erected the Holy [T]win Pillars. Raise [t]hy legs up my daughters, above my shoulders. In beauty and strength were they erected to the wonder and glory of all men. O my daughters I adore you, I adore you. I will worship you for you are the altar of mysteries manifold: The Sacred [C]ircle[’]s secret point, and thus do I sign Thee as of old, with kisses of my lips anoint. Open for me my daughters, open for me the secret way, the pathway of Intelligence between the gates of night and day, beyond the bounds of Time and Sense. O my daughters[,] I come towards you. Behold the mystery aright! The five points of fellowship here….
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…. here where lance and grail unite, and feet and knees and breast and lips. My daughters, my twelve children, look upon your Mother, for I must call the God again and again and again and again. Therefore I say to you – stand around me like stars of the Heavens. Glorify me and adore me and I in turn, if you give me your power, will make you more wonderful, more beautiful. *
Raphael! Raphael! Lord of the air, before me flames the pentagram. Mikhael! Mikhael! Upon my right hand the magic sword. Uriel, upon my left hand the Rune Staff[.] Before me flames the pentagram. Anael! Behind me shines my Father’s six pointed star! I am made perfect. I told you I go forth to do my will in the land of the living. Powers of the Kingdom be beneath my left foot and in my right hand. Glory and eternity touch my shoulders and guide [me?] in the paths of victory. Mercy and justice be ye the equilibrium and splendour of my life. Understanding and wisdom give me the Crown. Spirits of Malkuth conduct me between the two columns whereon is supported the whole edifice of this Temple. Angels of Netzah and of Hod strengthen me upon the Cubical Stone of Yesod. O Gedulahel! O Geburahel! O Tipereth! Binahel, be Thou my Love! Ruach Chokmahel, be Thou my Light! Be that which Thou art, and that which Thou willest to be, O Ketheriel! Ishim, assist me in the name of Shaddai. Cherubim, be my strength in the Name of Adonai. Beni Elohim, be ye my brethren in the Name of the Son and by the virtues of Tzabaoth, Elohim, Elohim, Elohim, fight for me in the Name of the Tetragrammaton. Malachim, Malachim, protect me me [sic] in the Name of Yod He Vau He. Seraphim, purify my love in the Name of Eloah. Chaschmalim, enlighten my with the splendours of Elohi, and of Schechinah. O Schechinah! O Schechinah! Schechinah[,] Schechinah[,] Schechinah….. SCREAM…… Aralim, act ye; Auphanum, revolve and shine. Shine. Chaioth Ha Qadosch, Chaioth Ha Qadosch, Chaioth Ha Qadosch, cry aloud, speak, roar, and groan; Quadosch [sic], Quadosch [sic], Quadosch [sic], Shaddai, Adonia, Yod Chevah, Ehieh Asher Eheieh, Adonai, Yod He Vau He, Eheieh…….!
O my daughters, for you I have opened the secret ways, the pathways of Intelligence between the gates of night and day…. And now to you I will tell the arrangements
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of making praisings, for I have sniffed the incense and it is good in my nose. I am pure with the purity of the Mother, and the praises which come forth from my mouth are more pure than truth itself. Pure are my praises for I am the designed of the House of God and I am begotten of the God and <of the> Goddess. I am triumphant for I am born of your Mother.
O Lord of the South, grant favours and make every Goddess standing about me grant <give> favours unto me….. for their beauties are like a stream, bearing things which cause rest, and their love has flowed to me like water, which flows nearer and nearer and Their beauties are to me like the Hall of the Festival wherein each man may exalt his own God. But, Thou, my Goddess, Thy Beauties are like unto the pillar of Thine Father. Hail verily, hail verily, Thou art invoked! Hail verily, Thou are invoked! Hail verily, Thou are invoked! I have praised Thee. Thou art exalted. Thou art exalted! <Thou art glorious,> Thou art strong! Hail to Thee Mother! All things I have prescribed to Thee, O Mother. I have made a law unto the World. no [illegible]
O Goddess, I have made made [sic] myself to stand upon my Tet. My backbone is strong. I am a standard with lots of rip[p]ling hair, like unto the hair of a woman of Asia. But I have made Thy face shine more brightly than the House of the Moon God. I have made Thy head to be blue in colour. Thy locks are blacker than the doors of the Underworld. Thy hair is as dark as night. Thy face is decorated with an azure blue. Thy eyebrows are the two Sister Goddesses, who are at peace with each other, whom my son has ornamented with blue. O, my love Thine eyes look toward the Temple Bed… and I have made certain of Thine eyelashes, for they are put on each day now and the upper eye lids to which they belong are of lapis lazuli….. and the apple of Thine eyes, to me [are?] the, the [sic] apples of peace. Thy two lips give unto me Thy Law. They repeat unto me the law of the power of Ra – and they make the heart of this God to be at peace. I have made Thy teath [sic] with the two fangs of the [S]erpent Goddess Mehen. Play games with Horus. Thy tongue by my power is made skillful [sic]. Thy speach [sic] carrieth farther than that of a bird. Thy jaw bones[,] O my Love[,] are starry lamps. Thy breasts are beautiful. O my Goddess, I come before Thee now. Thy daughters stand around me. Behold I am diademed
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with the circles of stars….. and I have decorated Thy neck with gold and it is also girded with silver-gold. Breathe the air upon me. Bring upon me the breath of Nephy<th>sis [sic]. O my Beloved, O my Beloved[,] my buttocks and my testicals [sic] are of crystal. My thighs are strong and yet Thou sittest upon Thy seat and I have given to Thee Thine eyes. Look upon me for I am Thy Lord of Piety! Look! Goddess! Verily, verily, verily, verily I have invoked Thee. Thy throat is the throat of Ampou, the God of Wisdom. I have plated Thy Cunt with gold. I have commanded my son to make Thy breasts like crystal eggs and my son has made them of azure blue. Thou art lapis lazuli studded. For you, he has made Thy shoulders look like crystal, and the strength he has brought from me to you has made Thee strong. Thy breast is the work of the two divine forms for my Daughter[.] I am Ra, I am Horus, I am the twin deity, <[a]nd we[,] my son & I[,] adore thee> who dwells in the heights and the depths of Heaven. Thy navel is the Underworld, my Beloved, which is open, and orders the light in the darkness. Chortling I walk toward Thee. In <May> Thy beauty be in Thy Womb. <May Thy beauty [be] in Thy Womb[.]> Hail verily, my Beloved, Thou art invoked. Hail[,] verily Thou art invoked. Thy two hands are a pool of water. In season of an abundance[,] O Habondia, I have fringed Thee about, the herring boat for you, the divine offerings of the Water God.
My beloved, my beloved, my daughters return ye to the Virgin Chambers. Be prepared for the time when I shall call Thee again. I thank Thee, I thank Thee, time and time and time again. I will praise Thee. I will bless Thee.
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O you daughters of time I have impregnated you. You are the beautiful beings of my creations. Behold my daughters I come before you with my son. Look, look upon him. Look how beautiful he is. He is the Horus child that I bring before you. Horus stand up straight….. Horus, Horem, Horem. Behold Thou art made perfect. Thy beauties are glorious and golden. Be strong, raise upon thy spine and thy crown shall be made perfect. Beloved son I am the God of Sacrifice for you and you must not weep, and you must not be angry when it happens to you as it going to happen to me so that your power comes to you. Look my child, walk up the Avenue of Sphin[x]es. Walk up the Avenue my child. Be strong, be perfect. Be strong. Be strong. Look. Like me you have to crawl between the thighs of five mothers. <They are glorious and they are diademed[.]> They are the communes of the stars of Heaven, but you Horem Heb will have to suffer in this life for the things that you did in other lives. Stand up child, be strong! I know your feelings. Rise up, rise up. Raise up thy backbone. Smile, smile at the people. Make your appearance in the window of splendour. Crawl through, crawl through[,] crawl through, O Horus. Thou are the Resurrector of thy Father, Horem Heb. This was given to you, and this you must take in this life. Times, beloved child, beloved son are changed in this world. There is much for you to do. There is so much. How can [I] tell you? I have told you for many years in this life, my beloved child. What to teach a growing child? The most that I can give to you, my beloved child, is your freedom. Walk up the Avenue of Sphinxes. Smile, walk. Look! The ostrich plumes are waving. The people are throwing rose[s] toward you. They are throwing lilies. It is their holiday. It can never be your holiday. Beloved Horus[,] walk straight to the centre and the secrets of the Sun[.] Walk into the dark place. The four Gods will be waiting there for you. Receive all the gifts of everlasting lives that they give to you. Look, pass through the halls of purification. Kingship, Horem Heb, is like a razor[’]s edge. Receive thy garments of purity, Horem Heb[,] receive the leopard skin of power. Wear thy scarlet and black. Wear thy golden sandals. Wear the bracelets of supremecy [sic].
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Horus! Horus child! Horem! Horem Heb! Be brave! I am the Lord of Truth. I am the God, guard, guide, and defender of the true Goddesses of Maaht. May thy heart be placed in the balance against the feat[h]er of Truth. May thy heart not be found wanting[,] my beloved child. This is thy initiation, my beloved child. Think of the sorrow. Hail Gods of the Red Lands! Hail Gods of the Yellow Lands! Hail Thee Double Crowns! I bring before Thee the dark shadows of thy Temples. You Heb priests, my beloved son!